officially dead.

My laptop is now officially dead.

I shall be having lots of difficulty going online.

Oh shit.

Like Sucks.

I hate everything in the world.

Laptop Problem.. Again..

why does bad thing always happen to me?

Today, woke up and found my laptop screen all blue. Literally blue. On it was written: Hardware Malfunction etc etc.. Okay, I thought that wasn't that bad. Just restart everything and it'll be alright. However, the worst has yet to come.

After restarting my laptop, everything looked fine at first. Was able to go online, went through email and facebook. Half way going through facebook, the whole laptop crashed and auto restarted.

This is when I went really frightened. The screen split into 6 parts!! I was so fcking nervous. Laptop is my life. In addition to that, it's half-term break! What should I do without laptop!!

Restarted like 6-7 times the whole of today. Did a total of 3 system recovery when I finally couldn't stand any longer and decided to repair it myself. I thought there was a virus coz I couldn't delete one of the file that I recently downloaded. I tried to repair my laptop by reloading my laptop 3 days back in time.

Apparently, the downloaded files were all still there. Hence, that damned contaminated file is still there and i have no possible way of deleting it. Oh please let this thing just.. dissolve into the whole massive PC file and let the white blood cell mechanism devour that so very cursed file. =(

Lesson to all:

Never download files that are really old and have very very little seeds. It could be viruses. ='(

P/S: Laptop, please don't die on me!! 

Dare to Dream! [2nd day of Half-term]

Funny how daylight saving works. 

One moment you're an hour ahead of time. The next, you went back one hour in time. 

And so, begin the one week half-term holiday. =)

Suppose to be something really great, getting one week of no education at all, but second day of half-term and I'm freaking bored. Seriously. 

Okay, it's Sunday today and no one should feel bored of Sundays. Funny how the mind works eh? Knowing you're going to do NOTHING the whole of next week, everything now seems..... Slow and Boring.

I think the most relieving part of half-term is.. You Don't Have to Wake Up Early! Yaayyyy =) 

If only the internet was faster or my timing was more perfect. I would have some movies to watch. =( Downloading House M.D season 2 and I think I would need another couple of days more to finish downloading them. Bumer.

I suppose I can go to the Gym everyday.. which I highly doubt possible. Or I can revise my school work. Shopping? I need to organize myself now. I am like a dog in a cage, doing nothing all day except.. .. .. .. nothing!!?? 

I need to dream more often. I see the world as it is everyday. Too boring. 

Hence, the quote:

Honestly, I got no idea what that means, but sound very much like what I am facing now.

When I grow up..

These few sleepless nights had me wondering about what I thought I wanted to be back then.. and more importantly, why..

In my kindergarten years, I wanted to be a teacher. So I could draw and colour with everyone everyday. 

When I thought everything was cool

When I was in primary 1, I wanted to be a policeman, cause they have guns which was super awesome that time.

Primary 2, I wanted to be a fireman, 'cause I get to run into the fire and not get burn.. What was I thinking?

Primary 3, I wanted to be a pilot, 'cause the teacher said pilot gets to ride a plane.. xD

Primary 4, I wanted to be a scientist 'cause they are super smart and invents lots of crap. (the days when I dreamt of inventing indestructible robots and missiles and conquer the world =DDD)

Primary 5, I wanted to be a doctor 'cause they heal the sick and gets to look at the inside of a person. 

Primary 6, I wanted to be a businessman 'cause then, I'll be super rich like dad.

I also wanted to be a famous football player, 'cause everyone knows their name.

When my dreams went a little nuts.

Secondary 1, I wanted to be an astronomer, 'cause I wanted to learn to read astrological signs and predict future.

Secondary 2, I wanted to be wizard or sorcerer , so that I could use magic to finish that mountain of homework.

Secondary 3, I wanted to be ... I don't remember what I wanted to be...

Secondary 4, I wanted to be a doctor/scientist/engineer. That's why I chose the science stream.

Secondary 5, 

I wanted to be everything in the world. 

I wanted to be an actor, then I'll be rich and famous. 

I wanted to be a singer, then I'll still be rich and famous.

I wanted to be a world class doctor, so everyone would look up on me (rich and famous again.)

I wanted to be some super scientist, so I could invent weird medicine that could bring the dead back to life (again, rich and famous)

I wanted to be a pharmacist, so I could tell patients about super bizarre drug names which sounds super cool. (just playing smart =D)

Yesterday night I was thinking, 

I think I'll be a good actor if I was just a little taller, but hey, there could be short actors too right? But where to study acting, here in UK? All super rich actors are from the United States. If I were to study acting here, would I be famous?

Not long after that, I realized something... I've already submitted my UCAS form. 

Oh screw all my years of dreaming.. 

Screw yesterday too..

To shop, or not to shop?

Oh yea, winter's really coming now. Getting more and more colder outside. Okay, I know that's bad english but just trying to exaggerate a little =). Anyway, due to this coldness, I stayed at home all day, wondering what's on sale in the city. 

At one point, I couldn't stand any longer and decided to shop online. First thing in mind was to get myself winter jacket. Budget:  £50.00. After surfing through dozens upon dozens of website, It finally came down to one website with 2 winter jackets. Sadly, I have to choose one of them. 

If I were a rich man... na na na na na na na na na na..................

After long and hard decision making, brain storming, making tables of pros and cons, I made up my mind and was ready to pay for it when the worst thing in online shopping history happened.. My debit card isn't activated for online transaction!! 

My first online shopping experience turned out to be a sucky one. I think God's trying to tell me I shouldn't shop online or bad things are going to happen. 

We just say the weirdest thing.

online shopping is killing me. No thanks to CHARMAINE! That biatch!! xD If it weren't for her, I would have never gotten addicted to online shopping. As tempting as it is, I'm lucky I still have the will not to spend stupidly on things I don't need, but still!! omfg, where on earth would you find Ralph Lauren for £15!! ='(

Well, chatted with charmaine a lot nowadays in MSN. Hell we seriously say the weirdest thing! =) That's us alright.. We're each other's laughing gas. When both of us are together, we suddenly have this extreme courage and strength to do the most bizarre crap in the world and not feel stupid about it. 

The crap we talked about:

im seeing him tmr

(Charmaine's seeng her bf tomoro and he lives very far away.)

you're going to London tomorrow?

or he's going to your place tomorrow?

hes coming here tmr

oh!! HOW SWEET

If I had a girlfriend in like.. err.. manchester, I don't think I'd go there and visit her on a regular weekend

I'm that kinda guy xD

apparently he misses me too much

hahahah

i feel so LOVED

=) =) =)

HHAHAHAHAHA

u'd be like

U WANNA SEE ME, U DRAG UR ASS OVER HERE BITCH

hahahahah

YOU WAN ME TO LOVE YOU? YOU PLAY BY MY RULE BIATCH!! 

=D

HAHAHAHAHAHA

omgggg

i wanna see who ur gf will be

i will give her a trophy if she lasts 6 months

she will be WOMAN OF THE YEAR

AHAHAHAHAH, DEFINITELY

being able to hold her own against the worlds bitchiest

I'll give her like a medal too!! 

HAHAHAHAHAH

shake her hand

and make her stand on the sports day thing

with 1st prize, 2nd and 3rd

hahahah

BE BITCHY AND GIVE HER CONSOLATION PRIZE

HAHAHAHAHAH

you should do that to HC!!

hahahahahah

like winning a medal for something!!

HAHAHAHAH

ON YOUR ANNIVERSARY OR SOMETHIGN!!

he wud be hurt la

THAT WOULD BE SO ROMANTIC!!

6 month?

ONE YEAR LA

medal saying '1st place for tahaning my nonsense'

SIX months! =.=

YEA!

I bet he'll laugh so hard!!

hhahahahahah

I THINK I WUD DO THAT

how much does it cost?

AND WHERE DO I GO?

I don't even know where to make it!!

I WANT IT TO BE LIKE SUPER PROFESSIONALLY DONE

HAHAHHAHA

i think theres one on the way to ampang tesco

wait!!

you can make like a necklace or something

don't have to be a medal

but my mum wud be like 'why the hell are u making a medal?'

HAHAH A NECKLACE?

I don't know la

I'm empty... no ideas

i bet he'll laugh if i give him a medal

WAIT! YOU CAN MAKE A TROPHY!!

WHERE?

I DON'T KNOW!!

OMG

WOMAN, U GAVE ME THE BEST IDEA

AND U CANT GIVE ELABORATION?!?!!

HAHAHAHHAHA

HAHAHAHAH! I'M ALL ABOUT NOW LAR, NOT LATER

I'll leave the later part to you!!

hahahah

im all about the NOW

hahhahahah

Definitely a memory I wanna remember. =)

3 letters.

Everytime you watch TV and you see those actors saying "OMG! it's our first mail! I'm so excited!! Quick, open it!!! " and you go what the hell is wrong with these people? Now I finally understood what the hell is wrong with them. 

First mail I got was from Addenbrooke's hospital. That mail was dated July and got it 3 months later. I believe Addenbrooke's gonna hate me so much. =(

Second mail I got was from UCAS. Okay, everyone who applied their university through UCAS would definitely get their letters, so no surprise in that.

Third mail was the best. =) University of Leeds sent me a letter that says they have confirmed receiving my UCAS application form.. I know it's nothing great but once you get it, you'll understand the excitement.