Another day - wasted.

So, its my first day home today. yesterday doesn't count 'cause it was just half a day and I was dead tired. Well well, what o' what did I do then?

Woke up at 11am. Went to Jusco with mum to get groceries. Came home, got carried away with TV shows, helped mum with house chores. Cousins came over for dinner. END.

Awesome isn't it?

Tomorrow's a big day, for my brother ;p PMR results babe! They.are.so.dead. I hope.

I need to make a decision as to which Laptop to get! :O Decisions & choices.. I hate them. If only mum knew a little more about technology. She'd pick the best one for me.

Note to self (in the future) :-

Oh, something significant happened today, for me at least.

Let's just say, I've gone through all phases ;)

Days of a semi-caveman.

17/12/2009 (Thursday)

After coming back from Newcastle, I switched on my laptop and it went all fine. After that, went to Harvey's Birthday party till around 12am. Got back and laptop wouldn't work :( My day as a caveman begins.

18/12/2009 (Friday)

First day being a caveman. Thank god my mind was thinking of going home very very soon, so not in a Im-going-to-die-this-holiday situation. Did a little cleaning up, then used the university computers to go online for a while. Not entirely caveman then :p

19/12/2009 (Saturday)

ChinYuen and her friend came to Visit Sheffield. Yay, something to do for me! :) Then met up with TerngSheng, WaiShan, Robin + Family that evening. It was a great day for me. LOVE it.

20/12/2009 (Sunday)

Went to Meadowhall to waste my time. All I could think of is that I'm going home on Tuesday! Freedom, INTERNET! Watched Avatar. Story line kinda predicatble, but super thumbs up for the effects and animation.

Got home around 5-ish , felt a bit weird, checked my flight time, IT WAS TOMORROW! *Minor heart attack* but luckily, manage to get everything done in time, including laundry, packing and cleaning my room. I scared myself a little there, but it was all good.

I even had time for a game of snowball with my friends :) I truly am AWESOME.

21/12/2009 (Monday)

Slept for less than 7 hours - woke up at 6am, all excited and ready to go home. Walked all the way UPHILL to the bus station and got into the train in time. Saw the most adorable little toddlers and kids in Manchester airport when it just hit me, I rather enjoy watching social activities in the airport. Sooothing.. teehee

22/12/2009 (Tuesday)

Reached Dubai Airport around 1am. Again, met another little kid(who sat next to me on the plane) and learnt a new thing:- little kids might think other kids as another doll and will attempt to hit him/her with whatever "weapon" they can find. KIDS.ARE.DANGEROUS.

Reached home sweet home at 4pm. Nothing feels better than being at home.

Wherever someone thinks of you, that's where home is.

1st stage. Bye Grandma.

When my brother called me in the morning and told me the news, I didn't feel much sorrow. A little bit upset and slight stomach ache, that's all.

But still, in my mind, all I can think of was going to the Christmas party tonight. Every time this thought came into my mind, I felt beyond guilty. Half of me wants to go and bond with my flatmates while the other half wants to just stay home. Again, nothing really sad.

When the night comes, flatmates are having a blast during pre-drinks. They're not really aware of who's there or not. So, lucky for me, I get to concentrate more on my lab report and stay aside from all the celebrations. Then they left for the party.

It's midnight and then, one of my flatmate conveniently have a killer heels and decides to come back and change. She realises I'm not in the party, knocked on my door and asked me what happened.

They are the first people that I told about the news.

The moment I told them, I don't feel right.

I'm not sure yet, but I think I'm still in the denial phase. Perhaps its because I'm still very far away from home. Nothing is real yet. Nothing needs to be real for a while. Everything can be just the way it is for the moment. For now.

I know everyone else has begun the 5 stages of grief. Most of them has reached depression or bargaining. Hopefully everyone will be okay. Hopefully, everyone will reach the final stage sooner. Time will heal the wound and sorrow in their heart. I'm sure of it.

For now, even though my heart tells me it's not real, but my logic and rationality tells me it's time to pray.

Rest in Peace Grandma.

婆婆，我会想念你。

It's a Big World out there.

But my life revolves around certain places only. More accurately, certain Websites. Mainly (drum roll please) :-

1) FACEBOOK! dum dum dum (no surprise there)

2) Blog Surfing!

3) MSN & Skype

4) News Online

5) Emails & University Accounts.

6) Ninjanet. (Charmaine, you know I love & hate you for this )

7) Youtube.

Come to think of it, that's what normal people do init? What does anyone who don't have internet do with all their free time.

Hmm.. Okay, historical people are forgiven 'cause they have wars to go too and food to hunt for (that means YOU caveman). Grannies have television to watch. Other people might have to work extra shifts for extra cash. Mums have kids to watch over. This leaves.. every teenager and certain adults left.

Teens: SHAME ON YOU IF YOU'RE QUALIFIED AND STILL MANAGE TO GET STRAIGHT As!

The reason I'm blogging right now, is because, I (what the British would say) CAN'T BE ARSED to study for the January Exam and Facebook is failing me.

Intense guilt is rushing into my consciousness now. Guilt is related to vitamin B12. Deficiency of Vitamin B12 is caused by a number of factors. Diet is ruled out because I had a good meal just now........

THAT'S WHY I SHOULDN'T STUDY! I think too much.

Gaaah, I miss home :(

And I need more FRIENDS :(

Sisters in Bath

Pictures below are taken during Karaoke session in Bristol! :)

Note: Blurry pictures are due to pictures taken with the 2ndary camera of the phone.

apologies :p

Last Weekend, went to bath to visit my beloved sisters. I have to say, Bath is quite a nice place. Very crowded and lots to shop. I bet it'll be so much nicer during the spring or summer when it's sunny all day long. Rain makes Bath looks like Shower.

mondays suck.

zomg, it's been forever since I last blogged. Why? Because lecturers are born.

Diabolical people they are. Giving lots of assignments + 1 lab report due next week. No one in their right mind can finish all those junks!! (okay, I'll admit it, I'm just lazy)

Lately, I've been sleeping WAAY past my bedtime (t0 me at least) due to lots of "distraction" - watching TVshow online, facebook etc etc.. (pretty much explains why I can't finish my assignment).. Well well, what are internet for eh?

Hmm, last weekend, went to London, Bath and Bristol. Fine fine, to be honest, Bath is waay much nicer compared to Sheffield, but outloud, I will not admit it! teeheeee.. :p

Pictures will soon be uploaded. I promise!

For now, I.neeed.to.go.to.bloody.lectures.

Monday sucks. Gaaaahh..

Sisters at Sheffield

Sisters came to Sheffield yesterday!! :D

It was half boring, half fun. It's definitely not the best trip, but it's an unforgettable one of course.

When it comes to having fun in Sheffield, Wheel of Sheffield ride was the BEST of them all :) . But we did have lots of fun in the Hotel taking Candid shots and Lame pictures - All pics are with Nabi. Will be uploaded here soon. teehee

on the way to the wheel of sheffield

Took some pictures at the garden place.

Following pictures are taken inside the capsule:

Acting Scared - but frankly, it was very Scary at first. Then it gets better.

View of the City of Sheffield

Favourite Picture taken the whole time sisters were here.

Endcliffe is LOVE

13th November 2009 - the day I got released from Prison, is of of the most unforgettable day of my freaking life.

Got moved into Jonas Court of Endcliffe Village :)

Endcliffe is LOVE.

I love my new room.

I love my new bathroom.

I love the new dining hall.

I love being close to everyone.

I love having neighbours around.

I love having a more decent kitchen.

My other friends on 2nd and 4th floor say that my floor is the most happening floor.

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WOOOHOOOOOO!!~

okay, pictures of my room first. Pictures of the rest of the place, soon to come.

View of my room once I enter the room

Study table. Dont mind the mess. I love being Messy.

Part of the 4 Star super lovely toilet. HAHAHAAH!!

Postcard I got. and I likey.

Dear God...

Edit: Ask, and you shall receive. got my get out of tapton card! :D I LOVE YOU GOD! :D:D:D:D

Dear God,

I miss home so much today - Because there is nothing to do here. I tried studying but it's hopeless. I can't absorb anything. Sometimes, I wish I was a sponge. Or a vacuum - all it has to do is suck things in :)

I need the will to study and the mind of a vacuum cleaner or a sponge. Help me please? :)

Oh! and about my accommodation. Help me out with that too ya? At least, give me a sign. An obvious sign, I'm a bit slow and stupid. You.should.know. I can't stand this place anymore. I need a place with more action and more friendly people.

Hope I'm not asking too much. Well, reply as soon as possible yea?

Thanks! :)

p.s: I am not crazy! I just wanna talk to God.

In the olden days..

**because my room 'feel' is ANCIENT,

hence, the title.

Here's how the story goes:

After I come back from uni, I open the door to my room and the first thing I see:

mutated desk, decorated to my heart's desire,

And still looks terrible!

Then walk closer to the damn desk to switch on the laptop.

Going closer and closer to the desk when it hit me..

Freakin room is too damn dark. Turn around to switch on the light, just to see another part of hell house:

The hideousness of the rubbish bin! it spoils the whole image. and there's no where to put it and make the place look amazing. Gotta live with that for 7 more months..

Ahh, sad thoughts, look for distration - go to my room.

then I realised, I need to pee and the room is still so dark.. zzz

Switch on the lights please.. and take a peek at the comfy bed:

FYI: that is a self-made bedside table - a combination of 2 underbed storage drawer thing stacked together.

that's right, this sucky prison has no bedside table! shit init?

Oh, I still need to pee!

the rubbish bin in the toilet is so freaking ugly. can't be arsed to get a new one.

I love my pedestal mat tho. Preeeety dots.

ohhh! I need to peee!

sadly, I dont have a pic of my toilet bowl. hahahah, enjoy the cool shower curtain. :)

it's green and blue and yellow dots. Really colourful!

oh, remember to wash my hands.

I leave the toilet, and hang my coat or jacket. Whatever outwear I'm wearing.

Then head to the window to see the outside scenery.

Then I realised, I'm not the only one living in this prison/hell house. There are other students suffering as I am. There's nothing to be angry about. 7 more months PETER! 7 more months! and you're free.

Free from loneliness.

Free from drunk people singing out loud at night.

Free from what seems to be a kitchen but really, it's not.

Free from dealing with pathetic receptionist people.

Free from always being asked: "why are you sitting alone?"

Free from.. Free from.. Free from..

Free from all forms of accommodation torture.

But for now, life goes on..

P.S: room decoration is still in progress.

Treat it is!

Trick or treat people! :) it is halloween babe.

Thursday, barcrawl with biomedical science society people. From Vodka Revolution to Playa to god know what bar/pub/club. Ended up spending last few hours at Yate's. Robert was drunk, Agnes, Nikky and Jing pole danced. No one brought camera sadly. hence no picture. Poor thing.

Friday, Howl-A-Scream party at the student union. I have to admit, it was very much better than barcrawl.

The whole place was literally vibrating because of the techno beats.

It was hardcore. It was fun.

Once a year this happens, so I'm looking forward to next year.

psycho insomniac, vampire, fairy princess?

Saw, Vampire and fairy princess

I.am.not.drunk. Seriously!

Agnes goes saw-sexy

dance floor

(weird random person dancing with jing)

Dance Floor Pic-no2

that's why I shouldn't smile.

creepy smile I have there.hahahahah!

Colin, Agnes, Jing and I.

Colin was the main guy taking photos with random people! not me.

well, 2 nights in a row I slept way past midnight. There's another party taking place tonight at my accommodation bar. not going there. Peter NEEDS his sleep :)

but can he sleep before the party starts? coz once the party starts, the noise..

where leprechauns hide their gold,

that's where you find the results of rain and sunshine - the 7 colours of mother nature.

Glorious, magnificent Rainbow.

It's really an amazing view from the hill top of Sheffield. :)

That's why people should come to sheffield, hahahahha. :p

who said mother nature has 7 colours only? Double rainbows have 14 colours.

Look closely at the picture below:-

Delete or not delete?

That is the question.

School email is piling up BIG TIME. and the question is still there: Delete or "Not" Delete?

One might look important in the future, but couldn't be sure whether it might be re-sent again in time to come. Annoying isn't it?

In addition to that, there might be emails in reference to the lectures you take, but it's not in the module! To delete or not delete?

There is again another problem: school events and special guest appearance (professors and academic people). You don't wanna forget but their mail take up tons of space. Delete or not delete?

That's why I hate school email.

Speaking of delete or not delete, a friend of mine gave me Season 1 & 2 of Gossip girl. Season 1 is so delicious. Finished it within days. Boy it's really contagious, can't wait to start Season 2. But then, Hard Disk and external hard drive is running out of space. Delete or not delete Season 1?

Life is full of Question.

Here's another one: WHY?

it's all about the weight

I'm seriously getting fatter. Either there's something wrong with the food or there's something wrong with my body metabolic rate.

I think there's something alive in my gut. Tapeworm perhaps? I can't be THAAT fat in 4 weeks! or can I? Deep dark mystery lies ahead. If only I have x-ray vision, or premonition ability. Then I'd know what's happening in my guts or what's going to happen.

Well, on a happy note, I've submitted my application form for room exchange. It's not 100% guaranteed that I get to change my room, but at least I tried right? Pray for me please :)

Oh, my wallet is getting lighter! :( I'm really over spending by A LOT! Need to learn to 'spent wisely' once again. [currency-converting-on-everything-mode > ON ]

I need to lose weight! or at least just lose the belly! I hate big bellies. Can't see my toes from up here.. Belly's blocking my sight.

London is LOVE

Went down to London yesterday. Missed that place very much. London is LOVE :)

Met up with Cambridge sisters there. Main purpose was to actually send Renze's mom. She's going back to Malaysia on Sunday. Bye Auntie!

Though I didn't buy ANYTHING at all, it was one of the best days I had ever since I returned here (uk) .

Most pictures were taken with Eepin's new HTC Hero which takes extremely huge-headed pictures. It zooms everything.. very fascinating phone. :p

Took a picture with my phone using the secondary camera. Takes very very bad quality pictures. No kidding:

*squint your eyes or look from a distance. It makes everything more clear!*

The few pictures taken with Eepin's phone:

Had ice-cream at harrods. NOT.CHEAP! but really fancy and nice. :)