UKCAT exam was a total disaster.
I hate myself and I seriously want to die!
When it all began:
I was happily going to the exam place, in my mind thinking about scoring around what? 700 points and worry a little less about getting into university. A smile in my face, I enter the exam hall..
When the first thing went wrong:
I kinda reached that place a little early. Half an hour early from the appointed time, 1:45 p.m. So I've decided to take a walk around city centre when I kinda lost track of time and arrived there around 1:35 p.m. The receptionist person said I was a little late but doesn't matter, I still could take the exam.
When everything went wrong, but I wasn't aware:
There's four categories in the exam: Verbal, Quantitative, Abstract and Decision Analysis. Approx. 20 minutes to finish around 40 questions for Verbal and Quantitative. around 30 min? to finish abstract and decision analysis. Kinda had to tembak a few questions for Verbal. Managed to finish everything in time. QUANTITATIVE WAS SHIT! I wasn't aware that I ran out of time. While doing the 25th out of 40 question, the whole screen went missing and a message popped out: "Your Time is Up." OH MY F***ING GOD! But I kept telling myself, it's all right, it's all going to be alright. The other 2 wasn't that bad.
All Hell broke lose:
Everything was done. Went out to the receptionist to get my results went I totally stoned.
Verbal : 610
Quantitative: 370?!?!
Abstract: 670
Decision : 710
Full score is 900
MAJOR BLOOD AND ADRENALINE RUSH.
I thought I was gonna commit suicide. The one thing I had in mind was first, please let the average be around 600 points! DAMN DAMN DAMN.. Quickly pulled out the calculator and find the average.... Oh, the suspense was seriously killing me. Got 590 in average. Then I stood there staring blankly for 5 milliseconds, then continued moving.
Wasn't that bad with 370 in the score but was F***ing disappointed with myself. I shouldn't have spent so much time on one lousy ass kicking hardcore question. GOD.
To express my anger towards myself, I dedicated the following art to me:

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